InsaneJournal

Current mood:	angry
Current music:	4 Minutes - Madonna & Justin Timberlake

Some people
You know how people say you can't choose your relatives? Damn I wish that weren't true.

THis morning my mother decides to get her panties in a twist and tell me 5 minutes before I have to leave for work that she won't be bringing my child to/from camp anymore. Who does that? Because of that, I had to call my daughter's camp and withdraw her. My daughter loves that camp. She's been talking about it since APRIL! I don't care if you are upset with me, yourself, your man, your self inflicted plight. You don't take it out on a 6 year old girl...because she's the one that got hurt by that little tantrum. I had to look my baby in the eyes and tell her that she couldn't go back to her theater camp. I had to look in her face as she nearly cried, not understanding why she couldn't go back to camp. It would have been different if I couldn't afford to send her. Her camp fees are paid in full. My daughter can't go to camp because her grandmother is having a bad day.

I don't feel obliged to indulge any grown person that quit their job FOUR years ago and hasn't made a real effort to find work. I don't feel obliged to subsidize thet beauty regimen of grown people who don't work/aren't looking for work/aren't making it easier for me to go to work. Really, when you're home all day is it really that hard to check the mail on a regular basis? I shouldn't have to search the house for bills that are going to be paid out of my hard earned money. I need you to realize that mobile phones come with bills -- get off the damn phone. If you have time to talk up 200 minutes in overages, you have time to find a damn job.

I'm just upset that you have gall to talk to me about money matters and setting budgets when you don't contribute anything to the household budget. I want to know where you get off telling me what I should and shouldn't buy. I work 40+ hours a week and I will enjoy the money that I earn. It's not my fault that you aren't working. To be frank, I'm tired of hearing you complain about not having any money -- Rember the last time you 'worked'? You decided that you didn't like getting up early in the morning, so you just stoppped going. What kind of bat shit is that?

After all that, I'm left feeling like I have to stay because YOU DON'T HAVE A JOB!! What kind of daughter would I be if I left you knowing that you had to money coming in? Then again, you didn't consider me and Cianela when you abruptly decided not to bring her to camp anymore. Maybe it's time that I take a page out of your playbook...